I hope you will understand.

I know telling you the fact just now might have hurt you a lot.
I could sense it from the messages,
I'm sorry.
I know I cannot possibly ask you to forget everything right now,
but i thought after all this while, you would have gotten over it.
I'm wrong.
I hope you understand there isn't a specific reason to all these,
and it's definitely not because of you.
You might think that it's bullshit,
it's difficult,
but I guess probing over it wouldn't make anything better.
Believe that you're a nice person,
my opinion and reaction to you does not mean anything.
There will be someone who knows how to appreciate more than I do.
Awesome friend, cheer up!