i'm going to get over it!

虽然有

最灿烂的花，
最茁壮的树木，
最凶猛的野兽，
最有干劲的人，

但

没有不凋谢的花朵，
没有不枯萎的树木，
没有不老去的野兽，
没有不疲倦的人。

子曰：“岁寒，然后知松柏之后凋也。”

可惜，不是松柏。虽是充满魅力的花朵，绽放时是多么的璀璨夺目，是多么的令人羡慕，但脆弱的小花朵啊，到了残酷又严冷的冬天，并不能想松树、柏树一般，抵挡的了那一心想摧残自己的外在因素。小花朵始终向寒风低头，被它征服。

屈服了 ):

there's nothing that we can do now?
i'm left to accept the fact that i don't want to.
But yes, i hope after everything, you'll be spared from all the what-if questions,
everything felt so unreal,
all the mix feelings i have right now,
all the images that are on-and-off flashing through my mind now,
they're driving me insane.
please tell me it's the best choice we can make,
please tell me to stop all the nonsense going through me head,
please please...

i don't even know if i'm really happy right now,
i can smile,
i can laugh,
i make myself get over it,
but yah, maybe just trying to make myself feel better.